Mood: finding myself not thinking of this dimension (4D), content
Time: 6:15AM
so much stuff going through my mind right now, all based on quantum physics.
and i now know what salvia does, its an exact replica of what meditation does, successful transference of one state of mind to another, once your brain becomes subconsciously aware, lost complete touch with the physical body, and the brain begins to produce theta brainwaves, this is called the theta state, the deepest of all (known) states of the human brain.
Salvia does induce this with the act of foreign pyschoactives being present in the brain, but what i truly believe is that its main purpose is to make you lose all senses towards your physical body. Salvia will take over you, and the feeling is like a ton of bricks on you, just immense pressure, but that immense pressure isnt pressure at all, our minds are simply in a defensive state of mind, the active state in all tools of society (sigh), and so your mind is scrambling to figure out what is going on, it truly is a unique sensation that should not be overlooked. Once you are over this state of "pressure", you simply forget about your body, and now you are in the theater of your brain, and you get to draw in real time whatever you may desire. Its not necessarily whatever you desire because i do understand that 99% of all salvia smokers will not respect the drug, and its chemical properties, and its biological effect, they simply are weed smokers looking for something thats gonna fuck them up, but i'm getting off topic.
When in the hallucination state of salvia, most people will tend to think its the drug putting these images into their brain.
If for one second that you believe that when attempting any drug that causes hallucinations, if you believe the drug is responsible for devising that hallucination. You are a fucking tool to society.
One must understand that the human brain today, polluted with fluoride, and 20 amino acids that are on the side labels of every food box that the FDA regulates in order too keep you all dull as a (insert blunt object), aside all that, your brain can only produce images based on what you've been exposed to in the amount of time your brain has been conscious (life) and consciously aware of itself (memory).
Your brain is being filled will literally thousands of useless information every day in your waking life SOLELY because of the fact of governments trying to control societies. FOR E.G. Television, fuck people understand that what you put into your brain, you are programming your brain, every useless fucking advertisement or show that's purpose is NOT in the best interest of shaping your reality, that piece of information whether you like it or not is being stored into your brain, that is the amazing power of our brains. Subconciously you are recording everything, just remember that. Try to think of something that you've never thought of before, have never heard of before, have no previous exposure to information on a current object or subject/topic, that is the definition of genius. NEVER UNDERMINE YOUR CREATIVITY AND IMAGINATION. If your feeling creative, if you wanna learn something without having to ASK someone or finding the answer ELSEwhere, close your eyes, direct all your energy towards the center of your eyebrows, and travel the waves of your own personal playground in this thing we call life.
Well as you can see i've changed topics alot, essentially wanted to come here and talk about molecules & particles & atoms & quarks & strings, and all that whacky stuff, but looks like my mind wanted to go elsewhere:)
6:26am
Wednesday, June 10, 2009
Sunday, June 7, 2009
Entry #3 - Physics
Mood - content, mind engulfed in THC
time - 4:29AM
Current thoughts -
Physics is a wonderful thing, and many of us overlook physics in so many aspects in our life, but eh society seems to be comfortable with that.
And recently, quantum physics has been itching away at me, because my entire life growing up, my brain depended on macroscopic physics, what i saw, is how i believe things were in life. Then suddenly the introduction of quantum physics, that there is a massive invisible world underneath the visible world we all see and accept as our reality. It's just a mind boggler of course :P
To some, quantum physics means a whole bunch of things, the average human who is even aware of quantum physics, acknowledges it as the world broken up into atoms.
But to others scientifically inclined know that, beneath one network of quantum mechanics, reveals another invisible world which has been broken up smaller than the previous state. Atoms, being formed of a nucleus with neutrons and protons, with electrons spinning around the nucleus in a vortex like manner. All of these units, are composed of smaller units themselves, so these are not the building blocks of life, the introduction of Quarks seamlessly binding these units to form a single atom, which forms a single molecule, which eventually will form with other molecules to form a particle. AND NOW MOST RECENTLY, the introduction of Strings. The latest advancement in quantum physic theoretics. That all matter when broken down to its base components, are literally nanoscopic strings vibrating at the speed of the fluctuation of the universe. Syncronized energy vibrating in harmony to hold all matter in the universe which we visually recognize today.
Meh that's all I can turn out, the more I continue on this topic, the less I begin to make sense to the reader :P Not really in the mood to think 4 dimensionally, its just bugging me atm :P CIAO. -4:41AM
time - 4:29AM
Current thoughts -
Physics is a wonderful thing, and many of us overlook physics in so many aspects in our life, but eh society seems to be comfortable with that.
And recently, quantum physics has been itching away at me, because my entire life growing up, my brain depended on macroscopic physics, what i saw, is how i believe things were in life. Then suddenly the introduction of quantum physics, that there is a massive invisible world underneath the visible world we all see and accept as our reality. It's just a mind boggler of course :P
To some, quantum physics means a whole bunch of things, the average human who is even aware of quantum physics, acknowledges it as the world broken up into atoms.
But to others scientifically inclined know that, beneath one network of quantum mechanics, reveals another invisible world which has been broken up smaller than the previous state. Atoms, being formed of a nucleus with neutrons and protons, with electrons spinning around the nucleus in a vortex like manner. All of these units, are composed of smaller units themselves, so these are not the building blocks of life, the introduction of Quarks seamlessly binding these units to form a single atom, which forms a single molecule, which eventually will form with other molecules to form a particle. AND NOW MOST RECENTLY, the introduction of Strings. The latest advancement in quantum physic theoretics. That all matter when broken down to its base components, are literally nanoscopic strings vibrating at the speed of the fluctuation of the universe. Syncronized energy vibrating in harmony to hold all matter in the universe which we visually recognize today.
Meh that's all I can turn out, the more I continue on this topic, the less I begin to make sense to the reader :P Not really in the mood to think 4 dimensionally, its just bugging me atm :P CIAO. -4:41AM
Entry #2 - Meditation
Mood: Casually content, moments of slight self-hatred.
Time: 2:03AM
Just really wanted to get on here and write something, need to get in the habbit of writing something daily, even if I have nothing interesting to talk about. So I'll just write down something I've previously pondered on in my own time.
Hmm... lets talk about meditation, often there is people who are simply unaware of what meditation is, and how one can perform such a task. Clearing your mind in todays world is nearly impossible simply due to the fact that we have such an overwhelming amount of information going into our brain, then lets say a human would a 1000 years ago. Alot of the information that goes into your mind, is simply useless, and was put their DELIBERATELY by someone else who's intentions were not in the best interest of the natural evolution of your brain.
Hmm.. dont seem to be in the mood to type, I'm all over the place:P pretty much because I haven't gone into a state of mind where I can think openly about one individual topic. But onwards for the sake of this blog! :P
Meditation is simply the act of clearing your mind of all thoughts, losing complete focus of your physical body, and simply becoming one with yourself. Think of it as putting your brain into a deep state of relaxation, replicating your mind when you are sleeping, but yet, you are not sleeping, you are conscious and will be able to actively think while in this state of mind.
To start, one must get in touch with the sounds that are naturally being made by your body, mainly through breathing. Your brain will never slow down on its own, you will constantly have to think about something, whatever it may be. The sounds being made by breathing, will give your mind something to concentrate on. That's the key, the ability to concentrate on one given thing with your mind, and in time, your brain will naturally start to collectively store the energy you are focusing on.
Steps to losing focus of your physical body.
Step 1. In a sitting position, sit cross legged and ensure that your legs are effortlessly comfortable, do not overlap the legs. Place your hands on your knees and effortlessly lay them on your legs, with your middle finger lightly touching your thumb on each hand. KEEP YOUR BACK STRAIGHT AT ALL TIMES. If you begin to slouch, your brain will become lazy and you will begin to dose off, or wander off trail in your thoughts.
Step 2. Utilize your diaphragm. Inhale through the nose as deeply as you can, and hold in as long as you comfortably can, the first onset of discomfort, begin to release the air in your lungs with pressure, this means, slowly and pressurized. Try to make a little of a hole as possible in your mouth when exhaling, exhale as long as you can, and continue to exhale using your stomach muscles, physically forcing the air from your lungs out your airways.
Pro tip: Buccal pumping works amazing for me when trying to relax, It's the act of using your mouth and tounge muscles in order to act as a pump, pumping air down your throat into the lungs. Which is amazing because you can intake more oxygen beyond your natural inhalation limit, this expands the lung walls and increases overall lung function and capacity, But do not overstretch. So try to "swallow" as much air then holding as long as you comfortably can. But this is unnecessary for achieveing spiritual enlightenment.
Step 3. After several minutes of deep relaxing breathing, Begin to focus on relaxing every muscle in your body. It works best to start from your toes, and imagine a warm sensation manifesting in your toes, and begin to vividly feel the warming sensation slowly move its way to the ball of your foot, then to the arches, then to the heel, then to the ankle, then to moving on up to the calves, through the quads and hamstrings, hips pelvis abdominals chest arms ETC ETC, Go over every body part for maximum results, you will feel amazing, when you reach the bottom of your spine, relaxing your spine while keeping your back straight is very important. Once you've made it up to the neck, eventually make your way to the scalp, and you should be fully relaxed if you imagined it well enough :)
Step 4. Now if you've done everything right, and took your own personal pace, you should feel content with your eyes closed, and should be aware of every molecule surrounding you in that room. Now you need to achieve your goal, This step is different for everyone, from here, you take your own path to achieveing your enlightenment. Whatever your brain desires. But for the sake of the blog, I'll continue blabbering on :P This is where I go after being fully relaxed.
I begin to charge my chakra's. Your body has 7 chakras, all aligned from the top of your scalp, moving down the spine to the base of the spine. What is a chakra you ask? A chakra is defined as a wheel, or vortex of energy. There are seven primary chakras that flow through a human’s energetic system.
The first chakra is your Crown Chakra. It is an iridescent god-like white intense beam of shimmering light, and is the energy of all life forms in the universe. Begin by imagining that godlike beam of light with UNLIMITED power focused directly on the center of your scalp. Vividly imagine the OPENING, BALANCING, and CHARGING of the Crown Chakra located at the top of your skull. With the infinite power of your brain, produce the brightest white light you can in your mind. Repeat the words, OPENING, BALANCING, and CHARGING.
The second chakra is my personal favirote, is your Brow Chakra, located directly in the center of your skull, right between your eyebrows, SLIGHTLY ABOVE EYE LEVEL. This is the location of your minds third eye, and when your eyes are closed, every image you produce in your brain is being produced by the Pineal Gland. The Pineal Gland is of the utmost importance when it comes to the brow chakra because the pineal gland is geometrically in the center of your skull. This chakra is a VIOLET PURPLE it color. IMAGINE a swirling vortex of purple light, swirling in the center of your head. Feel the opening, balancing, and charging of the energy being produced at the Brow Chakra.
The third, is your Throat Chakra, Located in the general area of the adams apple or windpipe, which is a sky-like blue in color, again imagine a swirling vortex of blue light entering your throat chakra, feel the opening, balancing, and charging that is taking place.
The fourth, is your Heart Chakra, is a natural FOREST GREEN in color. again imagine a swirling vortex of a beatiful green swirling light entering your heart chakra, feel the opening, balancing, and charging that is taking place.
The fifth is your Solar Plexus Chakra located in the stomach area directly above the naval, is a beatiful bright GOLD in color, again imagine a swirling vortex of a beatiful green swirling light entering your heart chakra, feel the opening, balancing, and charging that is taking place.
The sixth is your Naval Chakra, Located in lower abdominal area, is a SUN-LIKE, ORANGE in color with a reddish mix. Imagine the orange and reds swirling together forming the all powerful color of the sun. Feel the opening, balancing, and charging that is taking place.
The last, is your Root or base Chakra. Located at the very base of your spine. It is a bright materialistic RED in color, Produce the most intense red light you can in the all unlimited power of your brain, and feel the opening, balancing, and charging that is taking place.
Well thats alot of writing, especially since its not really interesting blog material! But just wanted to share something, so may as well share how I calm the never ending build-up of stress I get.
-2:39am
Time: 2:03AM
Just really wanted to get on here and write something, need to get in the habbit of writing something daily, even if I have nothing interesting to talk about. So I'll just write down something I've previously pondered on in my own time.
Hmm... lets talk about meditation, often there is people who are simply unaware of what meditation is, and how one can perform such a task. Clearing your mind in todays world is nearly impossible simply due to the fact that we have such an overwhelming amount of information going into our brain, then lets say a human would a 1000 years ago. Alot of the information that goes into your mind, is simply useless, and was put their DELIBERATELY by someone else who's intentions were not in the best interest of the natural evolution of your brain.
Hmm.. dont seem to be in the mood to type, I'm all over the place:P pretty much because I haven't gone into a state of mind where I can think openly about one individual topic. But onwards for the sake of this blog! :P
Meditation is simply the act of clearing your mind of all thoughts, losing complete focus of your physical body, and simply becoming one with yourself. Think of it as putting your brain into a deep state of relaxation, replicating your mind when you are sleeping, but yet, you are not sleeping, you are conscious and will be able to actively think while in this state of mind.
To start, one must get in touch with the sounds that are naturally being made by your body, mainly through breathing. Your brain will never slow down on its own, you will constantly have to think about something, whatever it may be. The sounds being made by breathing, will give your mind something to concentrate on. That's the key, the ability to concentrate on one given thing with your mind, and in time, your brain will naturally start to collectively store the energy you are focusing on.
Steps to losing focus of your physical body.
Step 1. In a sitting position, sit cross legged and ensure that your legs are effortlessly comfortable, do not overlap the legs. Place your hands on your knees and effortlessly lay them on your legs, with your middle finger lightly touching your thumb on each hand. KEEP YOUR BACK STRAIGHT AT ALL TIMES. If you begin to slouch, your brain will become lazy and you will begin to dose off, or wander off trail in your thoughts.
Step 2. Utilize your diaphragm. Inhale through the nose as deeply as you can, and hold in as long as you comfortably can, the first onset of discomfort, begin to release the air in your lungs with pressure, this means, slowly and pressurized. Try to make a little of a hole as possible in your mouth when exhaling, exhale as long as you can, and continue to exhale using your stomach muscles, physically forcing the air from your lungs out your airways.
Pro tip: Buccal pumping works amazing for me when trying to relax, It's the act of using your mouth and tounge muscles in order to act as a pump, pumping air down your throat into the lungs. Which is amazing because you can intake more oxygen beyond your natural inhalation limit, this expands the lung walls and increases overall lung function and capacity, But do not overstretch. So try to "swallow" as much air then holding as long as you comfortably can. But this is unnecessary for achieveing spiritual enlightenment.
Step 3. After several minutes of deep relaxing breathing, Begin to focus on relaxing every muscle in your body. It works best to start from your toes, and imagine a warm sensation manifesting in your toes, and begin to vividly feel the warming sensation slowly move its way to the ball of your foot, then to the arches, then to the heel, then to the ankle, then to moving on up to the calves, through the quads and hamstrings, hips pelvis abdominals chest arms ETC ETC, Go over every body part for maximum results, you will feel amazing, when you reach the bottom of your spine, relaxing your spine while keeping your back straight is very important. Once you've made it up to the neck, eventually make your way to the scalp, and you should be fully relaxed if you imagined it well enough :)
Step 4. Now if you've done everything right, and took your own personal pace, you should feel content with your eyes closed, and should be aware of every molecule surrounding you in that room. Now you need to achieve your goal, This step is different for everyone, from here, you take your own path to achieveing your enlightenment. Whatever your brain desires. But for the sake of the blog, I'll continue blabbering on :P This is where I go after being fully relaxed.
I begin to charge my chakra's. Your body has 7 chakras, all aligned from the top of your scalp, moving down the spine to the base of the spine. What is a chakra you ask? A chakra is defined as a wheel, or vortex of energy. There are seven primary chakras that flow through a human’s energetic system.
The first chakra is your Crown Chakra. It is an iridescent god-like white intense beam of shimmering light, and is the energy of all life forms in the universe. Begin by imagining that godlike beam of light with UNLIMITED power focused directly on the center of your scalp. Vividly imagine the OPENING, BALANCING, and CHARGING of the Crown Chakra located at the top of your skull. With the infinite power of your brain, produce the brightest white light you can in your mind. Repeat the words, OPENING, BALANCING, and CHARGING.
The second chakra is my personal favirote, is your Brow Chakra, located directly in the center of your skull, right between your eyebrows, SLIGHTLY ABOVE EYE LEVEL. This is the location of your minds third eye, and when your eyes are closed, every image you produce in your brain is being produced by the Pineal Gland. The Pineal Gland is of the utmost importance when it comes to the brow chakra because the pineal gland is geometrically in the center of your skull. This chakra is a VIOLET PURPLE it color. IMAGINE a swirling vortex of purple light, swirling in the center of your head. Feel the opening, balancing, and charging of the energy being produced at the Brow Chakra.
The third, is your Throat Chakra, Located in the general area of the adams apple or windpipe, which is a sky-like blue in color, again imagine a swirling vortex of blue light entering your throat chakra, feel the opening, balancing, and charging that is taking place.
The fourth, is your Heart Chakra, is a natural FOREST GREEN in color. again imagine a swirling vortex of a beatiful green swirling light entering your heart chakra, feel the opening, balancing, and charging that is taking place.
The fifth is your Solar Plexus Chakra located in the stomach area directly above the naval, is a beatiful bright GOLD in color, again imagine a swirling vortex of a beatiful green swirling light entering your heart chakra, feel the opening, balancing, and charging that is taking place.
The sixth is your Naval Chakra, Located in lower abdominal area, is a SUN-LIKE, ORANGE in color with a reddish mix. Imagine the orange and reds swirling together forming the all powerful color of the sun. Feel the opening, balancing, and charging that is taking place.
The last, is your Root or base Chakra. Located at the very base of your spine. It is a bright materialistic RED in color, Produce the most intense red light you can in the all unlimited power of your brain, and feel the opening, balancing, and charging that is taking place.
Well thats alot of writing, especially since its not really interesting blog material! But just wanted to share something, so may as well share how I calm the never ending build-up of stress I get.
-2:39am
Saturday, June 6, 2009
Entry #1 - Food
Mood - disappointed in self, self realization, dark
Time - 9:23AM
Current thoughts and/or opinions -
Food, and how the average human today is addicted to it blindly.
The thing I find myself asking about this topic, is why do people eat so much in this century?
People should eat to live, and not live to eat.
Then sparks the issue that people do not understand why they cannot lose weight, why they gain so much weight. It is all chemistry people, EVERYONE has lost touch with their sense of body chemistry simply because we stuff so many varieties of edible chemicals into our bodies.
Then sparks the issue on how food today that is mass manufactured or produced, the chemicals being put into these foods to keep them fresh or non-perishable, or flavoring agents, whatever they may be adding, long term research is never done.
Then my favorite issue on how these chemicals, cause the brain to produce hormones, such as endorphins (stimulates happiness), or dopamine (exact opposite, causing sadness) and several others. These chemicals are all found on the side labels of every food product in the corporate business, and the FDA recognizes these 20 amino acids as essential nutrients to your body. THIS IS ENTIRELY UNTRUE. What this is doing, these chemicals are psychoactive chemicals, and like all psychoactives (first thing that pops to your mind is REAL DRUGS) they are HIGHLY addicting in themselves. The brain is literally addicted to the chemicals in mass produced food and other edible products. The brain does not rely nor need these chemicals to survive. EVERYONE SHOULD KNOW THIS.
Some could go as far as to say that governments long ago understood the power of having the ability to control ones mind's personal feelings, that the FDA was purposely doing this in order to make you all dumb fucking tools to society. Purposely make you happy and sad, play with the human emotion, cause fucking problems in peoples lives that need not be caused. So many big issues in your live can be solved by the smallest of things, the things you over look, the things you put into your body, the reaction to every action you make.
Anyways those are my current thoughts, going for a break, hopefully I'll be off the subject of food, making me hungry :P
Current time - 9:42AM
Current mood - Slightly refreshed, just the person I needed to talk to came online
Time - 9:23AM
Current thoughts and/or opinions -
Food, and how the average human today is addicted to it blindly.
The thing I find myself asking about this topic, is why do people eat so much in this century?
People should eat to live, and not live to eat.
Then sparks the issue that people do not understand why they cannot lose weight, why they gain so much weight. It is all chemistry people, EVERYONE has lost touch with their sense of body chemistry simply because we stuff so many varieties of edible chemicals into our bodies.
Then sparks the issue on how food today that is mass manufactured or produced, the chemicals being put into these foods to keep them fresh or non-perishable, or flavoring agents, whatever they may be adding, long term research is never done.
Then my favorite issue on how these chemicals, cause the brain to produce hormones, such as endorphins (stimulates happiness), or dopamine (exact opposite, causing sadness) and several others. These chemicals are all found on the side labels of every food product in the corporate business, and the FDA recognizes these 20 amino acids as essential nutrients to your body. THIS IS ENTIRELY UNTRUE. What this is doing, these chemicals are psychoactive chemicals, and like all psychoactives (first thing that pops to your mind is REAL DRUGS) they are HIGHLY addicting in themselves. The brain is literally addicted to the chemicals in mass produced food and other edible products. The brain does not rely nor need these chemicals to survive. EVERYONE SHOULD KNOW THIS.
Some could go as far as to say that governments long ago understood the power of having the ability to control ones mind's personal feelings, that the FDA was purposely doing this in order to make you all dumb fucking tools to society. Purposely make you happy and sad, play with the human emotion, cause fucking problems in peoples lives that need not be caused. So many big issues in your live can be solved by the smallest of things, the things you over look, the things you put into your body, the reaction to every action you make.
Anyways those are my current thoughts, going for a break, hopefully I'll be off the subject of food, making me hungry :P
Current time - 9:42AM
Current mood - Slightly refreshed, just the person I needed to talk to came online
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